I even think it's kinda cute the way, you poison my coffee, just a little each day......weird al

Have you ever felt like your entire world was coming down around you, and there was nothing you could do to stop it. Like you invested everything you had, just to have the carpet pulled out from underneath you? Or that you put trust in a person, and they betrayed you? Or that nothing seems right, and everything you want to happen in life wont?

I will never understand why things happened the way they did. I didn't know that you could actually throw up from hurting so bad. I hope it was worth it. I just want to curl up and never have to feel anything again.