I guess i have nothing to say today, i am kind of sad, i like a guy, but my best friend likes him too, and she is just now learning to flirt, and i don't want to take this experience from her, but i really do like him. idk,  it is a mix between my mind telling me to let her have him, that there will be others, and that i leave this hell hole in 2 years, but one part of my brain keeps saying, yeah, but he is so funny, and cute, and he makes you happy, and he talks to you like you are a normal person because he doesn't know any of the other things that makes people give you that "oh, poor rochelle, she goes through so much" look.  oh well, i guess the answer will come soon enough.