ok, so i had the weirdest dreams. first it was the replay of the scene in SOT when raina dies (some of you know what i'm talking about, others will just have to read the books), except in my dream it is me who is raina, and it is me who is carrying me, and it is the middle of winter, we go out to the woods, and a family of animals (can't remember what kind) comes out, and starts playing with me while i stand back and watch (confused yet?) then i turn away and my friend trevor comes up, when i turn back, i'm dead, then i wake up, crying.

my second dream was also very odd. i am in one of those cars u ride in the theme parks, i am going through this awesome theatre, and i get this feeling of fear, and sadness. i see people, but they are old, and rotting, then i get to the end, i am sitting in one of those high box seats in a theatre so big i can't see the other side, it is all dusty, and old, i am writing on this card about my feelings. then a man comes out, and somehow he has my card in his hands, he looks at it, it reads, sad, agree, concur, and at the end is a note that i wrote that says "i wish i could help" he breaks out in a smile, he comes over, to me (i am on the ground now), he shakes my hand, and we walk out, he is telling me all about how wonderful the theatre was, and how it was now mine. (i wake up breifly, then go back to sleep), i say, "ok, let me just run back in to get my cell), i go in, and as i look up at the theatre, i see shadows of people, lots of people, and they keep getting clearer, then a shimmer comes over the view in front of me, and i am standing watching the end of a magnificent play, and all the people are so happy, and the cast comes off the stage into the audience, then i flash back to the scene where the hundreds of thousands of people are watching, and this music starts to play, it is so beautiful, then the man rushes in with my best friend jennifer, and they tell me i passed out, then i wake up.

i thought they were really weird dreams, and i haven't been remembering dreams too often, so i decided to put these down.

shell