ok, so i got this e-mail, and it said some things which made a lot of sense, but one in particular stuck out. "just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have" this was a huge thing for me because i have a lot of guy friends that i love to death, and i wish that one of them in particular would love me the way i love him, i know he loves me, i just wish we could be together. at the same time i know i don't want us to ever stop being friends, and if i were to pursue this, we would end up hating each other. idk, i guess i am just lonely, and i want someone who gets me, and who will talk to me, and understand when i tell them all i wish to tell someone.

shell