what do you do when you have lost the only person in the world who matters to you? do you break down and cry until you can't take it anymore? do you walk around an empty shell, unable to intereact with anyone because you feel like you have failed in life as a person? or do you just tell yourself that it doesn't matter, that life goes on, and that that one person is not any reason to give up, even though that person made you the person you are today, taught you to be the person you are; loved you for you, brought your mind out of despair more than once, and never gave into your shit.

what would you do if the most important person in your life stopped being there for you? what do you think i should do?